So today was the first day of the third week back to school after what seems like a 9 month vacation of traveling the world and speaking other languages. It has taken me all of these two weeks to get used to the people around me speaking English and for me to not feel like English is the foreign language when I’m speaking. I still get a little frustrated in my Spanish and French classes when others don’t understand and the professor has to speak to them in English, or at least speak a lot slower than they already are; but at least for me I know that the language isn’t my battle, but the content, so I feel lucky to not have to work as hard just to understand the material.
I’ve heard that a lot of people upon returning from study abroad end up spending a lot of time looking at their pictures when they get back. For me, I printed off a bunch of my best pictures and put them in an album to show people. When I went off to Middlebury for French immersion I didn’t take the album with me so I never looked at them. I even have the pictures here in my blog, on Facebook, and on my computer; but other than the few times I showed them to people in the few weeks after my return I hadn’t spent much time looking at them. That is until the first week of school when I pulled at that album and wanted to cry as I looked at all the photos. Being back at school and realizing how much I hate it in comparison to being in Spain made me miss Spain even more. And of course it didn’t help that the second week of school happened to coincide with feria in Salamanca.
I lived there for 4 months and fell in love with the city and the Spanish way of life; but I feel like I’m missing out on so much by not still being there. I’m sure the Castilian heat is nothing like I’ve experienced before, and the parks in Salamanca must have been gorgeous this summer and in full bloom. The weather would have been nice enough for a kayak trip down the Rio Tormes and for once I would have enjoyed how cold the Cathedral always is. During the day, the city would have sparkled from the sun reflecting off the gold sandstone. I’ve always loved summer nights back home, how much more awesome would they be when there’s actually something to do past 9pm? And now the summer is ending, turning into fall, which will slide into winter along with Christmas and New Years that I never got to experience Spanish style with huge family dinners, 12 grapes, and gold in the champagne.
I can’t wait to go back; which I will be doing! Hopefully in time for Dia de los Reyes Magos :) I don’t even want to imagine how hard this would be not knowing when I would ever return to Spain again. In the meantime, it helps having friends who are living the same “hell” as I am; and of course having the friends I left behind back again. For as much as I complain, I know I am incredibly fortunate. I thank God for the blessing that is my life; past, present, and my whole future ahead of me to travel more and return to those places where I’ve left a piece of my heart.